Monday, April 13, 2009

Struggling in life

First blog ! tody is about 8:40 pm Monday ,april 13. Beside me is richard#31, but i usuallY call him yuri boy cuz that was the firSt name i called him.He's been plying here wth us for ovr a year alrdy. Right now, im listening to my plylist. , every time i log on to my pc, the one i first browsE is plylist.com lolz . It's just gets me on rythm whnever i hear one of my favorite song. It soothes u ,give u somekind of motivation etc. :)

ok chnge t0pic, ...struggling in life.
This morning, i felt sooo sleepy. I drank a cup of tea after i w0ke up this morning but it didn't worked.:)
my mother n my stp father have gotten into fight lately. I'm used to it. It started when i was in higH schoOl. I don't knw when "kaKampi". My stp father was nice to me and my mother as well. I feel confused .Don’t get me wrong, things are great, but I just have this feeling that things aren’t working exactly how they are supposed to be working. It’s at these times of confusion that I look for a sense of purpose or challenge. As i look back in the past , i just realized how miserable my life is. Well, not absolutely but there are things you should have embrace but they just took it from you, and the opportunity just fade away. Its been a learning process for me. I learn a lot of things in life. I learn to become more responsible, to b independnt , confident, believing in myself etc.
i'll stop here for now ...... end 9:42 pm hirap mg englsh lolz:(